mah feelin 4 u

okiesz where 2 start... well obviously ima b sad bout thisz whole thing. i mean i didnt think u wasz gunna geht a gurl so fast.. i mean idk how long yall been goin out, idk if it wasz wen u n meh wasz 2gehtha or wen we broke up, idk tht shitt. buht i aint gunna tell u not 2 b wit her or anythin lyk tht. i aint tht type of person. so i aint gunna say tht a bad thing 2 do or i aint even gunna think bout sayin tht shitt 2 u cuz then thtsz fucked up. buht of couresz im sad bout it.. i aint gunna lie.. she seem lyk a great gurl. im pretty sure u gunna b happier wit her anywaysz.. i put u through a lot of shitt n i neva ment 4 tht 2 happen..... so im pretty sure u gunna b happy wit her.. i hope tht thingsz go great between yall buht if they dnt [[i hope they do though]] mayb.. we can give usz a 2nd chance.. or i mean 3rd chance.. buht 4 rite now i think ima stop tryin 2 geht u bahk... of couresz i aint want 2 buht rite now i think u gunna b a helluh happier wit her.. n mayb itsz the best 4 u anyway.. i mite not b happy buht if i c u happy then imma b happy.. jus rememba tht u ALWAYSZ gunna have a spot in mah heart, b mah #1, mah speical person, mah 1st luv, mah friend, fuck it even mah best friend. u gunna b all of tht 2 meh even if we aint 2gehtha no moe.. n all tht shit i jus said ima promise u isz gunna b all tht 2 meh.. i wish i could promise tht u aint gunna lose meh buht i cnt promise somethin tht i dnt think i can complete 100% i mean of couresz i want 2 make it a promise buht idk wuht gunna happen between u n her or between meh n u or even the future. i dnt knoe tht shitt. if i did i would promise u tht. buht i cnt rite now.... n im sry tht i cnt promise u tht. buht imma tell u rite now tht u aint gunna lose meh [[no promise]] buht 4 now u still got meh..... even as jus a friend [[which i wish we wasz moe then tht]].. buht i can promise u somethin else... im ALWAYSZ gunna b here 4 u. even if we aint 2gehtha no moe imma b here 4 u. even if we b fightin or shitt lyk tht ima b here 4 u. n i promise u tht. if u eva need some1 2 tlk 2 or hang wit or jus 2 b with ima b here 4 u..... dnt think im sayin gudbye or any shit lyk tht im jus sayin how i b feelin. i still got a lot of luv 4 u, a lot of respect 4 u, n i still care bout u a lot.. n i hope we can give USZ anotha chance.. i mean hope u n ur gurl work out great n tht u b happy wit her buht u knoe im still gunna b thinkin bout u all the time n bout usz.. so yea.. thisz how i b feelin lately n it comin from the heart... jus knoe dayshawn tht ima alwaysz luv u even if we aint 2gehtha n im alwaysz gunna b here 4 u..... i luv u