Tuesday, November 11, 2008

1225o7

Theresz a guy who hasz earned a spot in mah heart eva since 1225o7. he wasz some1 who i dreamed bout in mah fantasy world. some1 who would b there wit me eva since the beginning of our lyf together, wen i would b cryin, or mad, worried, or even scared. he would b there 4 me wen i wasz havin family problemsz or wen i jus needed some1 2 tlk 2. he alwaysz promised me he wasz gunna b here 4 me. buht wuht bout now?? wen i need him the most he aint here. did he break hisz promise? or isz it that once after he breaksz up wit me the promise doesnt count. y is it wen u have some1 they will say they'll alwaysz b there 4 u buht wen somethin goesz wrong n u both decide 2 stay friendsz he broke the promise cuz now he wnt alwaysz b here 2 give u a hug or a warm "iluvyou" i think bout all the memoriesz we lived 2gether n somethin itsz weird on how we still manage 2 fight through it. i feel like im in luv wit him.... wait i am in luv wit him... i mean wit mah otha breakupsz i neva cried every single nite over that 1 guy. buht wit thisz speical guy i cry everynite. we both wonder if it would geht betta soon or if there wasz 2 b otha chance, if it would turn out gud. i made mah mistake in the past on breakin that same promise 2 him n i learned from it. i wish i neva did hurt him. buht now i kno how he felt.we all make mistakesz in lyf n u hope u neva did....

3 comments:

emmax0x0x said...

Kari you love him and he loves you. i only wish that was enough watchin you to try is like watchin the titanic sink. i wanna stop whats goin on but cant. i wish that i could help you. read ma blog gurl...like it says, love is somthin you should chase after not give up on. i hope that you and "him" will work out but if it doesnt ull find someone. x0x love ya gurl!

emmax0x0x said...

i got 2 blogs now one called 1225o7 and one called coquincidence. leave a comment so i kno wht u think. delet ths aftr u read it cuz it doesnt hav ta do w/ ur blog so it lyk not a real comment. but luvv ya again gurl x0xE.
ps. need a new topic to write bout. any ideas we kan use? this was 15 sayin hey bye 8
x0xE

emmax0x0x said...

maybe u2 just need some time apart. if it was meant to be t will be but even if it doesnt ull find tht perfect guy sooner or latter. this was just a minor set back. just keep loven him and hell keep lovin you and eventually u2 mite work out again. luv ya...x0xE