1225o7

Theresz a guy who hasz earned a spot in mah heart eva since 1225o7. he wasz some1 who i dreamed bout in mah fantasy world. some1 who would b there wit me eva since the beginning of our lyf together, wen i would b cryin, or mad, worried, or even scared. he would b there 4 me wen i wasz havin family problemsz or wen i jus needed some1 2 tlk 2. he alwaysz promised me he wasz gunna b here 4 me. buht wuht bout now?? wen i need him the most he aint here. did he break hisz promise? or isz it that once after he breaksz up wit me the promise doesnt count. y is it wen u have some1 they will say they'll alwaysz b there 4 u buht wen somethin goesz wrong n u both decide 2 stay friendsz he broke the promise cuz now he wnt alwaysz b here 2 give u a hug or a warm "iluvyou" i think bout all the memoriesz we lived 2gether n somethin itsz weird on how we still manage 2 fight through it. i feel like im in luv wit him.... wait i am in luv wit him... i mean wit mah otha breakupsz i neva cried every single nite over that 1 guy. buht wit thisz speical guy i cry everynite. we both wonder if it would geht betta soon or if there wasz 2 b otha chance, if it would turn out gud. i made mah mistake in the past on breakin that same promise 2 him n i learned from it. i wish i neva did hurt him. buht now i kno how he felt.we all make mistakesz in lyf n u hope u neva did....