True..

Okie so i wasz told by some1 real special 2 meh tht dey dnt feel gud bein around meh since dha day dey met meh. wen i wasz told tht, i got a sick feelin in mah stomach. i felt sad/mad/stupid. i wasz sad cause i jus didnt [[or i mean dnt]] really understand why dey feel lyk. i have told tht person so many timesz tht ima alwaysz b der 4 dem n tht ill alwaysz try 2 help dem.. buht turnsz out dey have a hard time tellin meh. i wasz mad becuz iht took him more den a year 2 tell meh.. after all dha timesz tht i had told him 2 alwaysz trust meh n 2 alwaysz tell meh hisz problemsz.. he had a big problem [[tht wasz bout meh]] n didnt tell meh til couple daysz ago. nd i feel stupid becuz i feel lyk wenever I had a gud time tlkin 2 tht person, iht turnsz out tht he wasznt even comfortable tlkin 2 meh. i had so many mixed emtionsz in meh tht night. i didnt knoe wuht 2 think, say, or feel. i tried 2 not let him knoe i wasz cryin [[thtsz y i did mah silent cry]] i dnt lyk iht wen ppl knoe i cried cuz den i feel weak. i only tell some1 if iht really effectsz meh.. he had sent meh a txt after i finished tlkin 2 him tht night n i didnt wanna reply. idk wuht 2 say. i felt lyk i didnt wanna tlk 2 him... right now iht still hurtsz buht i kinda understand tht he did iht so he wnt hurt meh. i still got a lot of love n respect 4 him. many ppl ask meh y i let him hurt meh. n ihtsz cuz i really got love 4 him. n i jus dnt wanna let him go. mayb he wantsz 2 let meh go.. buht i knoe i dnt wanna let go...